My family loves me and that is what i should focus on. Not all the other malicious feeling directed to me. They shouldn’t matter to me. I have to keep moving on and not look back. If not, i’ll be lost in the dark hole memories of my past mistakes. For my family that fully supports me whatever huge mistakes i did, i will improve myself to be a better person and a person worthy of the supports you all have shown me. I’ll persevere .
It will get better. (i hope)